Toot Chuka Hu…

Main Ek Toota Khilona Hu, Aur Aaj Bhi Sab Khel Jaate Hai. Toot Chuka Hu, Pata Hai Sabko, Aur Phir Bhi Mare Purje-Purje Udhed Jaate Hai…

Kya Karu Aadat Se Ho Gayi. Mile Koi Manjil, Shead Easi Kismat Nahi. Bus Aadhe Adhoore Raaste Hote Hai, Mare Pyar Ki Koi Keemat Nahi. Toot Chuka Hu, Pata Hai Sabko, Aur Phir Bhi Sab Khel Jaate Hai…

Main Pareshan Karne Laga Hu Naa..? Nahi Karuga. Ek Din Itna Door Chala Jaunga, Phir Kabhi, Nahi Milunga. Mare Lafzo Main Talash Leana Tum, Tumhara Koi Sawaal Baaki Ho Agar. Main Saaf likhta Hu Baha, Baha Tumhe Koi Natak Nahi Dikhega. Toot Chuka Hu, Pata Hai Sabko, Aur Phir Bhi Sab Khel Jaate Hai…

Kitni Koshish Karta Raha Main Khud Ko Samjhaane Ki. Koi Kasar Nahi Shodi Tumne, Aab Mare Laut Jaane Ki. Naa Koi Jakham Aisa Hai, Jispar Marham Lagaau Aur Boh Thik Ho Jaaye. Are Haan..! Tum Hi Bata Do Na Kuch Aisa, Kya Pata Kaam Kar Jaaye. Toot Chuka Hu, Pata Hai Sabko, Aur Phir Bhi Sab Khel Jaate Hai…

Suna Hai, Mare Dil Ke Bade Kareeb The Tum, Beintehaan Mohabbat Karta Raha Main Tumse, Aur Phir bhi Gareeb Ho Tum. Kahieer Yeah Waqt Nahi In Sab Baaton Ka Aab, Kyunki Jo Tumse Kabhi Na Mil Sake, Tumhare Liye Woh Laqeer Hai Hum. Toot Chuka Hu, Pata Hai Sabko, Aur Phir Bhi Sab Khel Jaate Hai…

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LifeLine (6th Blog)

Aab Rubroo Na Ho Paun Shayad-Aab Rubroo Na Ho Paun Shayad, Aab Sukoon Main Rehne Ko Ji Karta Hai.
Aab Rubroo Na Ho Paun Shayad, Aab Sukoon Main Rehne Ko Ji Karta Hai.
Kurbat Mitane Ko Ji Karta Hai, Ruhaniyat Main Dub Jane Ko Ji Karta Hai-Kurbat Mitane Ko Ji Karta Hai, Ruhaniyat Main Dub Jane Ko Ji Karta Hai.
Sare Alfaz Mare Aab Fana Ho Cuke Hai-Sare Alfaz Mare Aab Fana Ho Cuke Hai, Kuch Daraj Main Pade Dafan Ho Cuke Hai-Kuch Daraj Main Pade Dafan Ho Cuke Hai. Kuch Lafzo Main Utar Raha Hu-Kuch Lafzo Main Utar Raha Hu, Kuch Mare Rabb Tak Pohanch Cuke Hai-Kuch Mare Rabb Tak Pohanch Cuke Hai.
Mare Dil Ka Zakham Bhara Nahi Hai-Mare Dil Ka Zakham Bhara Nahi Hai. Lakin Yeah Murda Bhi Nahi Hai-Lakin Yeah Murda Bhi Nahi Hai.
Ji Raha Hu Zinda Lash Bankar-Ji Raha Hu Zinda Lash Bankar. Phir Bhi Tumse Koi Sikayat Nahi Hai-Phir Bhi Tumse Koi Sikayat Nahi Hai. Iqtiyar Nahi Hai Mujhme Itni-Iqtiyar Nahi Hai Mujhme Itni, Kise Ranjis Ko Mitane Ki-Kise Ranjis Ko Mitane Ki. Arzoon Hi Bus Itni Thi-Arzoon Hi Bus Itni Thi, Tare Dil Main Utar Jane Ki-Tare Dil Main Utar Jane Ki.
Aab Rubaroo Na Ho Paun Shayad, Aab Sukun Main Rehne Ko Ji Karta Hai, Kurbat Mitane Ko Ji Karta Hai, Ruhaniyat Main Dub Jane Ko Ji Karta Hai-Ruhaniyat Main Dub Jane Ko Ji Karta hai.

Tu Shizuka Hai Kise Aur Ki…

Sach Main Mujhe Bohat Farak Paddta Hai, Jab Teri Baaton Main Us Tesre Ka Zikar Hota Hai. Main Uske Jeasa Nahi Hu Aur Mujhe Banna Bhi Nahi Hai. Tum Bhi Janti Ho Yeah Nobita Hi Hai DegiSugi Nahi Hai Phir Kyu Teri Zuban Par Sirf Ussi Ke Naam Ka Sorr Hai. Tu Shizuka Hai Kise Aur Ki Tera Nobita Koi Aur Hai. Manta Hu Ki Boh Perfect Hai, Mujhme Bhi Kuch Naa Kuch Ton Hoga Naa..? Mujhme Usse Dhundne Ki Koshis Kyu..? Mujhme Ton Tumhe Main Hi Miluga Naa. Boh Kuch Alag Hai Main Kuch Alag Hu Ek Baar Gour Ton Karro. Mare Sath Uski Baat Uski Tarif Ke Ilaba Kuch Aur Baat Ton Karro.Tu Behad Karrib Hai Mare Phir Na Jane Phir Bhi Bohat Door Hai Mare. Tu Shizuka Hai Kise Aur Ki Tera Nobita Koi Aur hai.
Easi Hi Love Triangle Love Story Sab Ki Hai Kya..? Har Kahani Main Hamesha Us Tisare Ka Honna Jaruri Hai Kya..? Kai DegiSugi aayege Par Nobita Ton Ek Hi Milega Naa..? Jo Bhale Hi Musibaton Se Ladd Naa Paye. Par Harr Muskil Main Sath Khada Rahega. Baat Bhi Sach hai Easa Koi Rasta Nahi Jo Manzil Naa Cahe. Boh Kahani Hi Kya Kahani Jisme Nobita Ko Shizuka Mill Naa Paye. Tu Dhadke Bhale Kise Aur Ke Dil Main. Mare Dil Ki Baat Hi Kuch Aur Hai. Tu Shizuka Hai Kise Aur Ki Tera Nobita Koi Aur Hai.

Favourite Ganna

Hello Guys…
Challo Aaj Ek Kahani Sunata Hu Ek Shoti Se Kahani. Jisme Ek Ladka Hai Ek Ladki Hai Aur Ek Ganna Hai. Ek Shoti Se Kahani.
Yeah Baat Hai Ek Raat Ki Jab Raat Ke 1:30 Baje The Shizuka Apne Room Main Beathi Thi Aur Kuch Ganne GunGunna Rahi Thi Tabhi Radio Par Unka Favourite Ganna Play Hua.
Haan..!
Uska Nahi, Unka. Un Dono Ka Ek Wakt Ka Favourite Ganna. Jab Dono Sath The, Jab Dono Pass The Us Wakt Ka Ganna.
“Lag Jaa gale Ki Phir Yeah Haseen Raat Ho Naa Ho Shead Phir Is Janam Main Mulakat Ho Naa Ho…. Lag Jaa gale…”
Ek Halki Se Par Thodi Dardi Se Muskaan Ke Sath Boh Thodi Volume Badhati Hai Aur Room Ki Khidki Ke Pass Khadi Ho Jati Hai. Utne Main Thandi Hawa Ka Jhonka, Yaadon Ki Fuhaar Aur Barrish Suru, Bahar Bhi Aur Andar Bhi. Usko Phone Karne Ka Sochti Hai, Nobita Ko Phone Karne Ka. Tabhi Andar Se Awaz Aati Hai Pagal Hai Kya Aab Bohat Dear Ho Cuki Hai Aur Bease Bhi Boh Apni New Life Main Bohat Khush Hai Usko Call Karke Phir Se Baat Maat Biggad Usko Jinne The, Shodd The. Easa Soch Ke Phone “Switch Off” karti hai,Emotion Ki Khidki Band Karti Hai Aur Bohi Ganna Suntte-Sunnte Sonne Ka Try Karti Hai.
Dusri Tarf Usi Raat,Usi Wakt Boh Bhi Radio Par Bohi Radio Station Par Bohi Ganna Sun Raha Tha. Bohi Ganna Sunke Nobita Ke Mann Main Bhi Yaadon Ka Samandar Bharne Lag Jata hai. Seah Nahi Pata Hai Turant Phone Lagata Hai Shizuka Ko.
Switch Off…
Sereasly…! Bilkul Beasa Hi Jease Pehle Thi Koi Farak Nahi. Chalo Koi Baat Nahi. Easa Keah Ke Mann Ke Samandar Ko Shant Karta Hai Aur Shanti Ki Chadar Odh Ke So Jata Hai.
Utne Main Radio Par Radio Jockey Bolta Hai “Kyu Sache Dil Se Cahne Ke Babjud Kabhi koi Mill Nahi Paate,Jab Ek Cahe Aur Dusra Naa Cahe Tab Ton Thik hai-Jab Ek Cahe Aur Dusra Naa Cahe Tab Ton Thik hai, Par Dono Ke Cahne Ke Babzood Dhadkne Ek Kyu Nahi Kar Paate ? Kyu Sache Dil Se Cahne KE Babzood Kabhi Koi Mill nahi Pate ? Kyu..?”

LifeLine(5th Blog)

Main Tumse Milna Chahta Hu.

Haan…!

Main Tumse Milna Chahta Hu.

Khabon Se Uth Kar Main Tumhe Dekhna Chahta Hu, Hakikat Kya Hai Yeh Main Sikhna Chahta Hu. Main Tumse Milna Chahta Hu…

Hathon Mein Hath Dalna  Chahta hu, Chingari Mohabbat Ki Mehsoos Karna Chahta Hu. Main Tumse Milna Chahta Hu…

Tumhari Ankhon Ko Pyar Se Chuna Chahta Hu, Anginat Yaado Main Ek Baar Ghumna Chahta Hu. Main Tumse Milna Chahta Hu…

Jamane Se Door Main Tumhara Naam Pukarna Chahta Hu, Is Matlabi Duniya Se Door Jana Chahta Hu. Main Tumse Milna Chahta Hu…

Roz Sham Ko Main Deewano ki Tarha Baate Karna Chahta Hu, Tumhare Kandhe Par Sar Rakhke Tumhe Apna Hall-Ae-Dil Sunanna Chahta Hu. Main Tumse Milna Chahta Hu…

Tumse..! Haan Tumse Milne Ka Har Ek Bahana Chahta Hu, Tum Kya Ho Mare Liye Yeh Baat Batana Chahta Hu. Main Tumse Milna Chahta Hu…

Bohat Hui Yeh Akele Pan Ki Zindagi-Bohat Hui Yeh Akele Pan Ki Zindagi, Tumhe Pakar Ab Ise Pura Karna Chahta Hu-Tumhe Pakar Ab Ise Pura Karna Chahta Hu. Main Tumse Milna Chahta Hu…

LIfeLine(4th Blog)

Dear LifeLine,

Kabhi Sunna Hai Tumne..!
Kabhi Padha Hai tumne..!
Mane Kitna Kuch Likha Hai Tum Par Agar Padha Hai Ton Tumne Kabhi Usme Apna Naam Dhundne Ki Koshis Ki Hogi Tumne Or Agar Sunna Hai Tumne Ton Meri Aawaz Main Mohabbat Mehsoos Ki Hogi Tumne. Aao Naa Kuch Dear Sath Main Beathte Hai Aur Kaho Mujhse Kuch Batao Tarun..! Kuch Batao Tarun. Ease Hi Liya Karti Thi Naam Tum Mera ? Sune Hue Kafi Wakt Bhi Beet Gea Hai Pukaro Naa Phir Se Aaj. Kuch Baat Karni Hai Wakt Hai Tumhare Pass..?
Itni Budhu Bhi Ton Ho Nahi Tum Ki Samajh Hi Naa Pao Yeah Sab Tum Par Likha Hai. Itna Attitude Bhi Maat Dikhao Ki Baatao Hi Naa Ki Keasa Likha Hai. Mare Upar Koi Ek Line bhi likh The Ton Pagal Ho Jao Khusi Se Ki Koi Mujhe Cahta Hai. Tumhare Upar Ton Puri Dairy Bhar Thi Hai Tumhe Lagta Ton Hoga Naa Ki Yeah Pagal Easa Kyu Karta Hai. Asha Naraz Ton Nahi Ho Naa Ki Aksar Log Zulfo Ki Tarif Karte Hai Or Main Tumhri Aankho Main Padha Reahta Hu. Sach Main… Tum Bohat Achi Lagti Hu. Tum Naa Black Bale Gogales Pehna Karro Tum Par Bohat Jachte Hai. Khud Socho Koi Itna Sochta Hai Kise Ko Zakin Nahi Hai Ton Azma Lo Pyar Hai Mujhko. Asha Sunno Thodi Hi Dear Ke Liye Karro Ton Sahi Phone. Kuch Baat Karni Hai Wakt Hai Tumhare Pass..?
Tum Bologi Nahi Ton Mujhe Samajh Kease Aayega. Pata Ton Do Tumhare Ghar Mera Khat Kease Aayega. Ek Minute Kuch Yaad Aa Raha Hai Tum Bhi Ton Likhti Thi Ek Daffa Padne Ka Mokka Ton Do Bhejo Kabhi. Mujhe Pata Hai Mare Liye Nahi Hoga. Par Main Janna Cahta Hu Ki Itna Khush Naseeb Or Kon Hoga. Par Ek Baat Ton Pakki Hai. Tumhe Caah Kar Mane Khuda Ko Paa Liya Hai. Dimand Karro Naa Phir Se Ek Ganne Ke Liye… Tumhe Sunanna Cahta Hu Akele Beathe Beathe Bohat Gaa Liya Hai. Samjho Naa Kuch Wakt Hi The Do Mujhe. Kuch Baat Karni Hai Wakt Hai Tumhare Pass..?
Kya Meri Aawaz Kann Tak Jatti Hai Tumahre Yaa Dusre Kann Se Bahar Aa Jati Hai. Tumhari Baate Batana Suru Karuga Ton Jaruri Ho Jayegi. Shod Duga Sunnana Ton Adhuri Ho Jayegi. Tumhe Mare Upar Taras Nahi Aata Kya..! Yaa Aata Hai. Aata Hai Ton Ache Se Jawab Do Itna Kon Likhbata Hai. Manna Leana Agar Kabhi Tumse Ruth Jao Par Door Maat Chali Jana. Kabhi Achanak U Hi Tumhari Juban Par Mera Naam aayeea Hai Tarun..!-Tarun..! Kuch Baat karni Hai Wakt Hai TUmahre Pass..?

Kabhi Sunna Hai Tumne..!
Kabhi Padha Hai tumne..!
Mane Kitna Kuch Likha Hai Tum Par Agar Padha Hai Ton Tumne Kabhi Usme Apna Naam Dhundne Ki Koshis Ki Hogi Tumne Or Agar Sunna Hai Tumne Ton Meri Aawaz Main Mohabbat Mehsoos Ki Hogi Tumne. Aao Naa Kuch Dear Sath Main Beathte Hai Aur Kaho Mujhse Kuch Batao Tarun..! Kuch Batao Tarun. Ease Hi Liya Karti Thi Naam Tum Mera ? Sune Hue Kafi Wakt Bhi Beet Gea Hai Pukaro Naa Phir Se Aaj. Kuch Baat Karni Hai Wakt Hai Tumhare Pass..?
Itni Budhu Bhi Ton Ho Nahi Tum Ki Samajh Hi Naa Pao Yeah Sab Tum Par Likha Hai. Itna Attitude Bhi Maat Dikhao Ki Baatao Hi Naa Ki Keasa Likha Hai. Mare Upar Koi Ek Line bhi likh The Ton Pagal Ho Jao Khusi Se Ki Koi Mujhe Cahta Hai. Tumhare Upar Ton Puri Dairy Bhar Thi Hai Tumhe Lagta Ton Hoga Naa Ki Yeah Pagal Easa Kyu Karta Hai. Asha Naraz Ton Nahi Ho Naa Ki Aksar Log Zulfo Ki Tarif Karte Hai Or Main Tumhri Aankho Main Padha Reahta Hu. Sach Main… Tum Bohat Achi Lagti Hu. Tum Naa Black Bale Gogales Pehna Karro Tum Par Bohat Jachte Hai. Khud Socho Koi Itna Sochta Hai Kise Ko Zakin Nahi Hai Ton Azma Lo Pyar Hai Mujhko. Asha Sunno Thodi Hi Dear Ke Liye Karro Ton Sahi Phone. Kuch Baat Karni Hai Wakt Hai Tumhare Pass..?
Tum Bologi Nahi Ton Mujhe Samajh Kease Aayega. Pata Ton Do Tumhare Ghar Mera Khat Kease Aayega. Ek Minute Kuch Yaad Aa Raha Hai Tum Bhi Ton Likhti Thi Ek Daffa Padne Ka Mokka Ton Do Bhejo Kabhi. Mujhe Pata Hai Mare Liye Nahi Hoga. Par Main Janna Cahta Hu Ki Itna Khush Naseeb Or Kon Hoga. Par Ek Baat Ton Pakki Hai. Tumhe Caah Kar Mane Khuda Ko Paa Liya Hai. Dimand Karro Naa Phir Se Ek Ganne Ke Liye… Tumhe Sunanna Cahta Hu Akele Beathe Beathe Bohat Gaa Liya Hai. Samjho Naa Kuch Wakt Hi The Do Mujhe. Kuch Baat Karni Hai Wakt Hai Tumhare Pass..?
Kya Meri Aawaz Kann Tak Jatti Hai Tumahre Yaa Dusre Kann Se Bahar Aa Jati Hai. Tumhari Baate Batana Suru Karuga Ton Jaruri Ho Jayegi. Shod Duga Sunnana Ton Adhuri Ho Jayegi. Tumhe Mare Upar Taras Nahi Aata Kya..! Yaa Aata Hai. Aata Hai Ton Ache Se Jawab Do Itna Kon Likhbata Hai. Manna Leana Agar Kabhi Tumse Ruth Jao Par Door Maat Chali Jana. Kabhi Achanak U Hi Tumhari Juban Par Mera Naam aayeea Hai Tarun..!-Tarun..! Kuch Baat karni Hai Wakt Hai Tumahre Pass..?

Deakh Tujko Hai Jabse Yeah Baat Dil Main Tabse,

Mil Jaye Agar Sath Tera Phir Mangna Naa Kuch Rabb Se.

Thoda Sa Ton Thoda Sa

Haan Thoda Sa Ton Thoda Sa dard Ton hai…
Tare Jaane Se Thoda Sa Dard To Hai.
Tare Wapis Naa Aane se dard Ton Hai…
Bhale Zara Sa Hi Sahi Par..! Dard Ton Hai.
Woh Seene Se Lipat Ke Milti Badan Ki Garmi Ho Yaa Tujhe Dekhe Bina Dekhne Se Milti Mann Ki Sardi Ho..
Aaj Bhi Woh Sab Kuch Hai… Par Sirf Yaadon Mein. Unko Wapis Naa Paate Thoda Sa Ton Thoda Sa Dard Ton hai.
Haan, Aab Instagram Pea Tere Chehere Ko Deakh Ton Sakte Hain… Par Like Nahi Kar Sakte. Thoda Sa Ton Thoda Sa “EGO” Ton Hai..
Haan, Aab Tujhe FaceBook Pea Search Kar Ke… ‘Yaar Block Ton Nahi Kiya Naa’ Easa Karke ‘Tasallee’ Kar Sakte hain Aab ‘Add’ Nahi Kar Sakte. Thoda Sa Ton Thoda Sa “Attitude” Ton hai..
Par, Un Sab Ke Pare Thoda Sa Ton Thoda Sa Pyar Ton Hai..
Muskaan Dekhein Yaa Khud Muskuraayein… Iss Baat Ka Confusion Ton Hai.. Thoda Sa Ton Thoda Sa Pyar Ton Hai.
Baat Baat Pea ‘Sentisingh’ Hona Aur… Wohi Alfaz Sunne Ke Liye Kuch Bhi Kar Jaana Bhale Hi Aaj Us Baat Pea Thodi Hasee Aati Ho.. Par Un Bachkani Harkaton Mein Chhupi Tere Attention Ko Paane Ki Chaah Ton Hai. Bhale Gusse Wala Hi Sahi Thoda Akdu Sa Hi Sahi. Thoda Sa Ton Thoda Sa Pyar Ton Hai.
Par Aab Bohat Hua..! Haa Aab Bohat Hua, In Sab Ko Khatm Karne Ki Chaah Hai. Bas Ek Hi Aadat Hai Jise Khatam Karne Ki Chaah Hai. “Tujhe Yaad Karte Rehne Ki Aadat Tare Naa Hone Pea Tare Hone Ko Manne Ki Chaahat Ek Wakt Ke Badlne Ke Baad Tu bhi Badal Jaayegi.. Waapis Aa Jaayegi. Us Chaah Ki Chaahat Aur Phir Se Woh Muskan Dekhne Ke Liye Mein Phir Se Muskuraunga Aur Phir Se Zindagi Jiunga Us Zindagi Ki Chaahat.”
Bas Yeah Sab Aadat Hai Jise Khatam Karne Ki Chaahat Ton Hai. Par Rok Leata Hoon Khud Ko. Kyunki Thoda Sa Ton Thoda Sa… Thoda Akdu Sa, Thoda Gusse Wala Sa Thoda sa Ton Thoda Sa… “Pyar” Ton Hai.

Khair Mangta…

Hello Guy’s…. Kease Hai aap sab log ? Chalo Aap Sab Ko Ek kahani Sunata hu.
Yeah Baat Hai 2 Dosto ki Ek Ka Naam Tarun Or Dusre Ka Naam Suraj Dono bilkul Pakke Dost, Sache Dost. Ek Dusre Ke Sabhi Raaz jante the Dost. Suraj Ko Uske Dost ki Sabhi Baate Pasand Aati Sibaye Ek Uska Avni KE Sath RelationShip Main Hokar Bhi Naa Hona. Boh Dono Pichle 2 Sall Se RelationShip Main The Par Tarun Ki Taraf Se Bilkul Bhi Nahi Lag Raha Tha Ki Boh Avni Ke Liye Serious Tha Or Samne Avni Bohat Serious. Yeahi Ek Baat Thi Jise Suraj Tarun Se Humesha Keahta tha Ki Yaar Yeah Ladki Tare Liye Bohat Serious hai Tu Kyu Harr Gali Main Apni Gadi Ghuma Raha Hai. Or Yeah Sun Kar Tarun Humesha Usse Keah Deata Yaar Hum Ek Baar Jite Hai, Ek Baar Marte Hai Or Shadi Bhi Ek Baar Hoti Hai Naa..? Ton Usse Pehle Idhar Udhar 5-6 Baar Dil Laga liya Ton Kya Hua..? Yeah Sun Kar Suraj Ne Finaly GiveUp Kiya Or Uss Baat Ko Bahi Shod Diya.
Aab Yeah Baat hai Kuch Mahinno Baad ki Jab Suraj Ko Kahi Bahar se Pata Chala Ki Tarun Ka ton Breckup Hogea Hai Turant Tarun Ko Phone Lagaea Or Sabse Pehle Ton Usse Galli Thi Or Phir Pucha Kaha Hai..? Chal Milte Hai. 4 Sall Ki Dosti Main Suraj Ko Yeah Ehsas Hua Ki Yeah Tarun Boh Tarun Boh Taraun Hai Hi Nahi Jo Ladka Uss Ladki Ki Koi Baat Tak Bhi Nahi Karta Tha Aaj Ton Rukne Ka Naam Bhi Nahi Lea Raha. Ek Wakt Ke Sannate Ke Baad Tarun Phir Se Bala Tujhe Pata hai Suraj Meri Zindagi Main Bohat Sare RelationShip Reah Chuke Hai Par In Sabmein Yeah Ladki Bohat Khas Thi Kyuki Boh Mare Jisam Ke Nahi Mare Rooh Ke Pass Thi…Mare Rooh Ke Pass Thi Or Ek Baat Kahu Mujhe Nahi Pata Ki Hum Aage Chal Kar Milege Bhi Ya Nahi I Really Don’t Know. Bus Mujhe Itna Pata Hai Ki Boh Jaha Bhi Rahe Jiske Bhi Sath Rahe Uski Khair Mangda. Boh Zindagi Main Jo Bhi Kare Kush Rahe Main Bus Uski Khair Mangda. Itna Kaha OR Tarun Baha Se Apni Bhiggi Palko Ke Sath Baha Se Challa Gea.

“Aap Kise Se Kitna Pyar Karte Hu Boh Unke Sath Reah Kar Nahi Unse Alag Hone Ke Baad Jayeda Malum Padta hai Kash…! Kash Kuch Log Sath Reah Kar Yeah Baat Malum Kar Leate Kash… “

LifeLine(3rd Blog)

Roz tujhe online deakh kar mare Dil or Dimag ke beech ek jung chidti hai. Dil kehta hai text kar the phir dimag bolta hai chor naa maat kar wo tera reply hi nahi karti hai. Sapna hai mera ki tera status online se kabhi mare liye typing ho jaye. Tu ek baar reply to kar ke deakh meri tabiyat jo 1 hafte se khrab hai, Kya pata boh theek ho jaye ?
Kabhi Kabhi main sochta hu kya tu itni aalsi hai ? Par tune kabhi yeah nahi socha kya ? Tere “Hello” likhne se Agar teri ungliyon ko kast hua ton wahan kisi ke chehre par Continious smile bhi aa sakti hai. Koi Wahan baitha tere reply ka poori Shiddat se intzar kar raha hai Or tujhe koi matlab hi nahi hai.
Kabhi-Kabhi ghussa bhi aata hai mujhe tere uper Par fir pighal jata hu teri photo dekh kar. Woh reply nahi karegi ! Mera dimag mujhe hamesha samjhata hai Or main uski nahi sunta. Kyunki dil mera mujhse jayada tujhe chahta hai.
Tu ghanto bhar online rehti hai or mere inbox main tera koi naam nishan tak nahi hai. Tu itni door hai ki bus aab yahi zariya hai tujhse baat karne ka Or easa bhi nahi hai ki teri meri jaan pehchan nahi. Kease chor du tera Khyal ? Jab mera khyal tere khyal se hi khyal bana hai.
Tera Message reply nahi aayega !
Par kabhi ton aayega !
Isi umeed main WhatsApp Account bhi Deactivate nahi kiya hai.

Meri Dairy ( 5th Letter)

Dear Maayesha,

Hay..! Keasi Hai ??  Umid hai ki tum thik hi hogi. Bease kafi wakt se tumhe koi khat ton nahi likh paea kahi koi gustakhi  ton nahi ho gai humse ?  Maayesha sabse pehle ton main tera Sukriya kehna cahuga un tamam lamho ke liye jo tune mujhe diye hai aur mane is kavita main likhe hai tumahre liye…

Main Sukriya kehna chahta hun tumse,Tumse judi hui har baat ke liye, Har us pall ke liye jo tumne mere sath bitae the.

Us saath ke liye jo tumne jo tumne humesha nibhaya tha, Us khwab ke liye jo humne sath dekhe the.

Is “DIL” ke liye jo Tumhare liye dhadkta hai.

Mare Hontho par aane wali Smile ke liye Jo Tumhara Naam sun kar aati hai.Har ek word ke liye jo main tumhare liye likhta hu, Har us aansu ke liye jo meri aankho se tumhari yaad main niklte hai, Har us baat ke liye jise soch kar main khush ho jata hu, Uss yaad ke liye jiske sahare main jee raha hu Aur shayad jita rahunga.

Shukriya… Mujhe ek accha insaan banane ke liye.

Shukriya… Mujhe pyar ka matlab batane ke liye.

Shukriya… Mujhe khudse milane ke liye.

Main nahi janta ki main tare binna reah bhi pauga ya nahi yaa phir marr jauga kahi kise din.

Par Shead… Tum Khush ho.Tum khush ho Uss shaqs ke binna jo tumhare bina tadap raha hai.Tum Khush ho Uss shaqs ke binna jiski tumhare muskura lene se subha ho jati hai aur tumhare zara se muskura leanae se sham dhalti hai.Tum khush ho Us shaqs ke binna jo tumse bepanah mohabbat karta hai.Aur tum khush ho Ton Main bhi khush hu…

Ton kya hua ? Jo aab mare chehre par woh muskan nahi hai.

Ton kya hua ? Jo aab main ratton ko akele jaga karta hu.

Ton kya hua ? Jo aab yeah aansu tumhari tasveer par aa girte hai.

Par main khush hun kyunki tum khush hu. Main haar chuka hun Is duniya se Apni mohabbat se aur shayad tumse. Aab tumhare aane ki koi aas baki nahi hai par phir bhi main kehna cahta hun ki main tumse bepanha mohabbat karta hun kyunki main tumhe janta hun aur aisi mahobbat koi kar hi nahi sakta kyunki tum usse karne hi nahi dogi.

Main Janta hu..! Tum Akeli ho, Tum Tanha ho, Tum Sad hu, Tumhe meri zarurat hai, Tum Roti ho, Tum tut chuki hu Aur tumhe meri zarurat hai. Par main haar chuka hun.

Maayesha Ek baat puchu burra ton nahi manogi na ??Main tumhe jo yeah khat likhta hu kya tum padti bhi ho yaa nahi ?? Aur agar padti ho ton kya kabhi tumhara dil nahi kiya ki tum bhi mujhe khat likh ke is khat ka jawab tho. Bease Mujhe pata hai ki tumhara mann ton bohat hota hoga reply karne ka par tum apne aap ko rokh leati hogi us wade ko soch kar jo hum dono ne ek duje ke sath kiya tha.Kabhi ek duje se baat nahi karege or naa hi ek duje ko yaad karke aankhe namm karege.Par mujhe maff karna main nahi bann paea tumhari tarha pather dil. Main ro leata hu apne kamre main jab sab so jate hai kar deata hu yeah gustaki tumhe sapno main milke.Bease ek baat batau tumahri kami ton bohat hai meri zindagi par kise se keah nahi pauga aur keah bhi kease pau kya sochenge boh log kease ladkiyo ki tarha aankhe bhigga raha hai. Maayesha main bohat akela hu tumare binna kasha easa ho jata bitta hua kal dobara mudd aa jata. Phir sabkuch sahi ho jata aur hum dono 2 se 1 ho jate. Maayesha mujhe isbar tumahre khat ka intzar rahega janta hu tum aab pehle jeasi nahi rahi par ek baar bus ek baar ek khat likhne ki gustakhi kar deana. 

  Miss You Maayesha….

                                                                                   Tumhara or bus tumhara RamtaJogi.