Just Friend

Main uske liye bas ek just friend ki tarah tha uske headphones ke replacement ki tarah tha
Usko uss safar mein time kaatne ko koi baat karne waala cahiye tha
Mujh mein koi aisa uska interest – vinterest nahin tha
Par ussey bas Hi – Hello wali ton meri baat hi nahi hoti thi
Mujhe aisa lagta tha ki woh apni personal baatein mujhse share karti thi
Main phir “Just Friend” waala relationship isko kaise maan leta..??
Par woh ton bas just friend – just friend ki hi ratt lagaaye rakhti thi
Main bhi apne dil se rozz kehta tha ki usko friend ki nazar se hi deakha kar par uski smile hi itni qaatil thi ki dil se reply bas ek hi aata tha
Bro – It’s impossible
Woh jab aati thi ton uske chehre ke glow se mera chehra glow karne lagta tha
woh poore din itni fresh – fresh najaane kaise rehti thi
Uski wajha se main bhi taaza dikhne lagta tha
Woh baithti toh apne friends ke saath thi par main apni crush ke sath baithta tha
Mera dil andar hi andar machalta rehta tha aur usko koi fark hi nahin padta tha
Meri agr ke ladko ko toh woh bhaia keh kar bulaati thi
Main bhi toh ussey utna hi ek saal ka hi bada tha
Phir mujhe mera naam lekar kyun pukaarti thi ??
Par iss friend – friend ke tag se main khush nahin tha
Pehli baar koi ladki itni close aayi thi toh mujhe laga ki yeh mauka tha
Zyada himmat karke maine thoda healty waala flirt karna ussey shuru kar diya and guess what happened ?? woh gussa bhi nahin huyi usey ajeeb bhi nahin laga and I thought yeh toh kaam kar gaya. woh meri baaton par ab zyada muskuraati thi woh meri baaton par ab aur mujhe pagal bhi kehti thi.
Toh ab “Just Friend”ke level pe yeh mere liye bohat badi progress thi
Main cahta tha ki woh bhi mere liye wahi feel kare jo main uske liye kar raha hoon mere bhagwan meri itni si hi toh wish thi
Ab main uska jo haath pakad leta tha toh usko zara bhi ajeeb nahin lagta tha
Ab mere mann bhi yeh baat aane lagi thi ki ab main uske liye bas “Just Friend” ki tarah toh nahin ho sakta tha usko bhi toh andar se kuch feel ho raha hoga mujhse kuch kehne ka uske mann bhi zeal ho raha hoga
Issi suspense ne bas meri excitement badha rakhi thi ki Kab meri crush meri girlfriend mein badlegi Aur woh hints dene ke naam pe toh superb thi
Ki jab uska achanak hi mann hua ki woh mere muh se koi non-veg joke sune bahar – bahar se main sharma raha tha aur mann mein excited hokar yeh soch raha tha ki kaunse badhiya waale jokes mujhe uss wakt yaad the main ussey ab iss level ki baaton par pahoch chuka tha ki jo ab aam nahin thi ab main ussey jo thodi door bhi chala jaata tha toh woh khud mere pass aa jaati thi aur ab koi yeh kaise keh sakta tha ki woh mujh mein interested nahin thi
Ab mere aur uske charche thode mashhoor ho gaye the auro ki nazar mein hum relationship mein aa gaye the par woh abhi bhi apni baat pe stick thi ki hum bas friend the
NAHIN..!!
Aisa toh nahin ho sakta phir maine khud hi dimag lagaya ki shayad woh duniya ko nahin bataana cahti hogi par andar hi andar mujhe chahti hogi Ladkiyon ke funde toh waise bhi mere sar ke upar se jaate hain toh maine hi socha kyun na isey secret relationship naam de jaate hain par abhi tak maine ussey mere dil ki baat kahi nahin thi Kya karta ?? Koi perfect timing hi nahin mil rahi thi
Par ab yeh dosti uss verge tak pohoch gayi thi ki mujhe yakeen tha. Ki woh mere proposal pe haan hi karegi. Main bohat khush rehne laga tha hamesha smile karta rehta tha usko ab seriously dil se chata tha yeh kuch uper uper se nahin tha. Woh indication deti rehti thi mere confidence badhta rehta tha aur poori raat main bas yahi sochta rehta tha ki ab kal toh usey propose kar hi dunga
Toh maine bhi ek date final kardi ki ab jo hoga issi din hoga and finally woh date bohot jaldi aa gayi Kyunki mujhse intezaar hi nahin ho raha tha
2 chocolates rakhli maine bas pyar se usey khilaane ko Unn chocolates se hi jeb khaali ho gayi but kaafi tha impression jamaane ko
Poori Practice – Poori Rehearsal
Karke baal theek thak ja hi raha tha uske pass ki nazar padi koi aur tha uske sath
Deewar ke kone pe woh kahin khade the jahan jagah bhi nahin thi do logon ke khade hone ki par maine bhi apne dil ko samjhaya ki woh koi dost bhi toh ho sakta hai. Itni kya jaldi hai tootne ki toh main thodi pass gaya aur ek side mein chupke unki baat sunne ki koshish kari shayad woh jo ladka tha na.. uska birthday tha, aur woh usko gift kar rahi thi badi hi expensive ghadhi mere jeb mein chocolate padi padi pighalne lagi par woh jiski wajah se pighal rahi thi woh kahin aur hi thi khadi
Unki baatein sun kar lag raha tha ki woh bas dost toh nahin the Kyunki unki saari baatein romantic type ki aur baby baby karke ho rahi thi aankhon mein aansoon liye , main wahan se chala gaya kyunki woh toh bas ussey gale mulne mein busy thi. Woh chocolate rakhi kab pighal kar panni ho gayi nahin pata chala mujhe bas itna maloom tha ki ab mujhe ussey attraction nahin. Pyar ho gaya tha set life upset ho gayi eyes thodi si wet ho gayi woh mere itna close ho kar kisi aur se set ho gayi. Pehli baar itni khushi ki wajah meri zindagi mein aane waali thi. Par qismat hi meri nikli ki yeh bhi sabki tarah commited nikli.
Usne indications bhi ton itne diye ki jaise woh mujh mein interested thi aur galti bhi toh uski thi ki usne kabhi bataya hi nahin ki woh commited thi. Meri jo bhi thodi bohat excitement thi aaj unn sabka end ho gaya tha. Mein uska “Just Friend” tha na… “Just Friend” hi reh gaya tha.

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13 thoughts on “Just Friend

  1. hi tarun…maine aapke pehle kai blog padhe ,ek dam dhyan se…bahut dard hai aapke sabhi blogs me ..aur mujhe yeh bhi pta chala ki shayad aap Mayeesha naam ki kisi ladki se pyar karte the , yah abhi bhi pyar kar rahe hai…sorry agar maine aapki personal life me dakhal diya ho toh . Mujhe aapke sare blogs kaafi pasand aae , kyon ki usme reality thi ..koi artificial feeling nahi thi.. jaha tak iss blog ki bat hai…mujhe nahi lagta Tarun ki aapka yeh manana ki voh uss ladki ki galti hai ki voh aapko indications de rahi thi , yeh sahi bat hai..usne hamesha kaha ki vo aapko apna best friend manti thi , aur shayad isi wajah se usne aapko apna hath bhi pakdne diya , bcz voh aap pe trust karti thi as a friend…kai chije voh aapke sath enjoy karti thi jo ki as a friend enjoy ki jati hai..jaise even jokes. Hum ladkiyan bhi esi baten kabhi kabhar apni ladkiyon wali friends ke sath bat karti hain…isiliye jab tak aap kisi ladki ko samajh na le…kabhi yeh matt kahiye ga ki voh aapko indications de rahi ho..agar voh ladki aapko sach me pyar karti hai..toh voh uski muskan aur aankhon me chupa rahega..naki voh show off karegi…phir se sorry agar maine kuch galat kaha ho..mera koi irada nahi hai tarun aapko hurt karne ka…..mujhe aapke sare blogs bahut pasand aae….well written !!

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    1. Thank-you so much mare blog ko itne diyan se padne ke liye or mujhe bilkul bhi burra nahi lagga ki apne itni ashi ashi baate kahi balki mujhe asha lagga ki apne itne diyan se padda or apne view diye or ek baat yeah sach ha ek ladki thi but she is not real name maayesha…

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      1. Welcome tarun . Padhna toh tha…itna acha likhte hai aap. Aapne uss ladki ka nam chupa rakha hai , kyonki aap usse sach me pyar karte the…anyway , feelings matter karti hai naam nahi..keep writing Tarun . Hope tosee more from you !! : ) : )

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    2. True Meri Crush bhi Aisi hi

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      1. Haha…. Chalo..my story is able to connect to u !! Keep loving! 😦

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      2. Hahahhaha Right Mare dosto ko bhi tumhari baate pasand aagai

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      3. Thank you! 😍😍

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      4. YppπŸ‘ŒπŸ’Thanks For Your Good Suggestion

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      5. You are welcome!! 😍

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